It always feels like people don’t like me.
You could all care less if I disappeared from here now. I wonder if I ever cross any of your minds.
I bet that you hardly ever think of me anymore.
I miss the times when you told me that you couldn’t go without a day without talking to me because I completed your days.
sigh this is all very stupid
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The Stars Just Blink For Us - Say Hi To Your Mom
I guess I might just start to use this as a personal rant blog to not do that a lot on my other blog and people I trust more follow this one.
Reading all this advice from you out of all people makes it feel like I’m being stabbed rather than being enlightened.
This is my other tumblr guys
I’m still not sure if I will delete my other one but just in case I decided to follow you two c:
Thus far I have kept this blog mostly just because and lately I think I really will change this to be my only blog because I don’t want to have that many followers on my other blog anymore. I am still not sure if I should do that because I have so many things written on it that I wouldn’t want to lose.
It’s a little odd not logging onto my other tumblr account and it’s also kind of nice. Mostly it feels like I’m missing out a lot on things but that is actually quite stupid. I know that going on here is not really helping the reason as to why I asked my sister to change my password and what not but it’s different. No one follows me on this blog. No one knows about it. I probably wont log back in anyways. I don’t really want to. I bet no one cares that I’m not using my other blog but then again, why would they?
I always felt like you were the utmost perfect person ever and I always thought that in the end we would somehow end up together. I eventually gave up on this absurd thought and now its back again. I just know for sure that you will never really feel the same way I feel about you. I just love you so much for all the nice things you do and all the things you do in general. You probably just see me as your saddened little friend. I would rather know how you truly see me though.
Gosh.
